I made it.

Now I'm ready for Christmas. 

This year I made them a bit smaller and crispier.

But... I do have one batch left of the plum filling. So I might do one more round of the stars if me run out of them. It can happen. Tasty things have a habit of simply going up in smoke in this house. If I do make more, then I'll make them a bit thicker and larger. Just to see what's more tasty. But either way, these ones are yummy.

I love baking. :)

It's been a while.

I should be sleeping right now. I was reading, and I'm on my way to bed. Just felt like stopping by here first. I've got some "late night loneliness" hanging over my shoulders at the moment. It's x-mas now. ( Yes in my mind it is. Deal with it. ) I'm missing some people and moments I wish I still had. In a way. At least most of the preparations for the holiday is done. Just some last min baking and decorations to put up. 

I feel troubled. It has nothing to do with x-mas tho, but I have no idea who to talk to about it. I can only talk it over with my self. And the best solution I can come up with is to ignore, forget and move on. That's really not easy. As usual I'm not making it easy for my self. Guess I'm still in the mindset that I deserve misery and hard times. Hard to move beyond that. But I'm making a brilliant effort I must say. I think I do anyway.

Tomorrow I'm going to be happier again. The bigger part of this sad feeling will go away while I'm sleeping. Good thing. When I'm up and about I'll do the last baking and enjoy the most awesome weather we're having. I really hope it stays until new years eve. Gonna listen to some x-mas songs and send happy feelings in my head too. But right now I really should sleep. I hope I get happier dreams than last nights.

Some randomness.

I was going to write something stupid about the fact that I'm home again. Or that I hauled my heavy PC with the screen and everything on the train all the way here. And even before that I've been planning on showing a before and after photo of a patch out in the garden.

But I don't feel like doing any of it today. So instead I'm going to be silly and mourn my dear Skullcandy headphones that broke today. I've seen it coming a while now so I tried to be gentle with it. But shit happens and today that's that. Guess I gotta get a new pair now.

From the mountain o' boxes.

So yes. Still not home. Still away enjoying my visit and my friends most awesome company. I had some work here to do and yes it's been done. My furniture and the rest of the stuff I left in the apartment has now been moved into a storage room for the time being. Not a pretty or fun sight but had to be done. Can hardly wait until the time comes when I can move it into my own place. When ever and where ever that will be.

I've been thinking about the moving a lot lately, again. And I'm wondering if I've made the right decision to move back down here. I think I have, but I know I'm going to miss my mom when I move. She likes having me at home again and I can't blame her. But honestly, I can't live there forever. And I really like this city. But can I make it here alone with just a small handful of friends ? I hope and think so. Having no friends is harder than just having a few.

*Sigh* Oh well. Gotta go now. I still have some work left to do with those stupid boxes. I was supposed to take a quiet easy moment for my self here now and play a little. But it seems the server had to go down for maintenance or something. Bummer. So I guess it's just me and the boxes then. Too bad I don't have anyone to keep me company while I'm in there digging. Would have made it a whole lot better and endurable.

Physalis.

Will there be a fruit inside ?

I have no idea, I sort of doubt it actually.

Another thing I'll just have to wait and see.

Looking forward to it.