Summary.

So many days of updates and then randomness.

Haven't been blogging much again. But I've been drawing more. It's gone better than expected. Besides trying to get my sleeping hours in check, I've tried to draw more. Since it's something I like and something I would like to be better at. And you won't get better if you don't practice. Haven't posted the pics here but if you check the link to the right they're on my instagram acc.

And soon, soon I'll get out of this allergy infested house. Don't get me wrong. I love my family and spending time with them. But the allergies, god. It's trying to kill me. These last 2 weeks or so I've been using a mask daily when I'm not in my room. It looks so silly but it does help with the breathing. I've been counting down the time now because I'm planning on going down to Lkpg again after my sister and mom has had their B-day. It's just a little over a week left now. I can hardly wait.

I'm not so sure what I'll be doing with my plants tho. The weather outside is still bad and not fit for tiny helpless seedlings. And I don't know how long I'll be there. Hopefully I'll be gone for a while. We'll see. Maybe my mom can take care of them. I will take a select few with me, if I can. I have a plant experiment that I need to bring down to Sugar.

Anyways. That's how it is. Hope to see some more posts here soon. Ta ta.

Sick...

I am so not friends with my allergies right now. It's been on my case since I came back home. I am guessing, that it does't like my moms new dogs. It could also have something to do with the fact that I was away for quite a while and my system didn't like to come back to this. Either way it's eating up my patience quite fast. I'm quite tired and slow because of this. But I do have things to show. I'm just waiting for a day with more energy in it. *sigh*

Little boxes...

I keep getting that song in my head. Tho my boxes aren't that small. Most of them are the Ikea type. So yeah, I'm still here. Still working on moving them from one storage to the other. I have made some progress. Not as fast as some may want. But I don't want to go home just yet.

First of all my nose is back to normal, pretty much. And second, I like it here. I get into some interesting moments tho. Quite a few ppl have asked if I'm moving. Just today, earlier as I was going out. I met the neighbor living next door to my friend.

They've seen me walking around here with the boxes ofc and asked if I was ( sort of finally ) moving in here now. Wops. No sorry. I'm just borrowing some space for all my junk. *sigh* But I hope, really hope. That it won't be too long until I can have "my own"/ a home.

Waha !

Wohoo ! Girly moment here....  I have a new outfit for x-mas. Yey. It's the first in quite a few years now so I'm almost a bit thrilled about it. I don't buy clothes for special occasions usually. It only happens once every blue moon or something like it. Ooh the awesomes. :-D Ok, there. End of girly moment. :-P

But really. I am looking forward to X-mas. The day and everything. I've got a pretty little flower that I'm gonna decorate a bit. Pic will come. And yes, I'm gonna try to get the stars baked too. I got a little piece of chocolate too, to make treats of. Tasty stuff. Everything will be awesome me thinks. ^^

So, x-mas.

I'm trying to get into the feeling here. It's still not going very well. Except for when I'm in my room. There's no denying there that it's coming close on The Day of X-mas. So why ain't I feeling it ? It's bugging me. I usually don't have to work for it. It usually just comes to me as soon as it's cold enough. I guess, maybe, I'll have to this year. Work for it. Awkward.

I was even thinking of skipping the seasonal x-mas baking I do every year. My X-mas stars. It's a slightly horrible idea really. This would be like, the first X-mas in.... I don't know how long. That I don't eat / bake them. That's just, not right. To be honest. I can make it's terribly simple to bake them. No I don't know who I'am trying to convince here.

I'm gonna make the decision tomorrow. Then we'll see how it goes.

Hello.

Hello dear internet and random strange people. How are your lives ? Mine's going pretty ok at the moment. Not much happening, yet. Been playing a lot of WoW and crocheting. Finishing some projects long overdue. Pictures here. 2 projects still waiting and yarn for a third one. Haven't decided what I'll make of it tho. We'll see.

Next week will be interesting. I'll be alone in the house. As alone as one can be with about 50 birds and 3 cats. My mom is going to accompany her hubby to Göteborg. He's going in for heart surgery. He has a hole that needs to be fixed and something else. I'm left here to take care of the pets and the house until my mom get's back.

Then we'll both be on "bird duty" for a few months while he recuperates. I hope all goes well. It is a pretty big deal after all. But everything sounds positive. It's going to be interesting to "live by my self" for a while. Even if it's just a week. I've always wanted to have people near me. And never actually lived alone anywhere.

But I'm starting to feel the need for a home of my own. Time to get serious about that maybe.

Ranting Wallflower.

It's snowing outside, and I'm feeling gloomy. I'm running out of days, again. Visiting my friend. I have to go "home" in just a few days now but I don't want to. I'm enjoying it here, I want to stay longer. Sometimes I feel like a traveler. Living a few weeks here and a few weeks there. No real place to call "My own home" but of course always a place where I can sleep and "call" my home. I know I know I shouldn't complain. It's ungrateful. So call me a bitch then.

If at least spring could come soon it would feel much better. Or honestly I don't know, but I pretend it will. With all the things I'm planning to do to that garden. I should be quite busy from time to time. If it all works. I wonder if I'll be able to fit it all. So many seeds and plants. Need to dig a new field. Possibly two. And maybe extend the strawberry one. I wish the greenhouse was bigger. So I could live in it. At least during summer. Nah who am I kidding.

Two of my flowers here are blooming. My pink Orchid and the flower cactus. And my "faith bush" that I cut down a while ago seems to be growing new leafs too. Along with the cut offs that I placed in water to get roots. Awesome. I'd like to take one of them with me but I have no room for it. *sigh* Oh yes, my Hoya has grown too. Sorry, too lazy to spell the common name. Speaking of names I learned a new one today. One I've been wondering about actually.

I found it by coincidence in a garden magazine I randomly bought yesterday. If the magazine is right, it's funnily enough called "Mind-your-own-business". A quick google search found me the right flower so I guess it's so. Apparently it can grow to become a garden weed in England. Funny, here I would doubt that it would survive outside at all. Oh well.

Physalis.

Will there be a fruit inside ?

I have no idea, I sort of doubt it actually.

Another thing I'll just have to wait and see.

Looking forward to it.