Interesting bits.

Inception, the idea. Planting thoughts and ideas in ppl. You don't have to go as far as the movie does. Mostly all you need to do to plant it is to mention it. Ie; if someone tells you Not to think about a pink elephant. Most likely sooner or later you will think about a pink elephant. It's interesting.

The human mind is interesting. I like to know what ppl are thinking. I can ask them over and over. Sometimes I'm more specific about what I ask, sometimes I'm not. Sometimes I get an answer, and some times I don't. I can listen a long time to ppl talking. Even if I can't understand the language.

That's another fetish I guess. Languages. Most preferable English, German and Japanese. Scottish, Irish and Welsh dialects are very tasty. And I met an interesting friend once, who had a very distinct dialect. But when he got excited ( in bed ) he completely lost it. Very fascinating I'd say.

I came to terms with my weird interests a long time ago, and now I don't think it's that weird anymore. There are a lot of other things out there that could be "worse" or more "weird" than what I'm into. *yawn.*  God I'm so tired today. I wonder if I had trouble with my breathing again last night.

More fluttery flies.

That... ( points to the img above ) is what I've been up to today. I decided to try drawing butterflies again. I am very peachy and happy about the result. Especially the one up to the left. I made a third one too but that was after I took the pic. Can't be arsed to take another one right now.

Last night when I went to sleep I had a whole topic on what to write about today. I didn't write it down. I should have know better. Cuz now I can't remember a thing. But most likely, it had something to do with flirting and teasing. My own uneducated ques. *cough cough*

Anyways... 

Feeling peachy about next week.

*bounce bounce*

Flutter flutter little fly.

I sense a growing delay in my blog updates. Could be because I'm growing tired ( and self conscious ) about repeating the same stuff over and over again. I might not have repeated it that many times here, but all together it's a wee bit tiresome. *sigh*

I'm researching butterflies. Or well, trying to get a feel for how they look and how to draw one. I bought a tiny book about them on the sale a few days ago. Cost me 29:- sec. I can live with that. I'm planning on drawing a pretty big tattoo eventually. It's gonna take a while, everything I want to do does. It's fine, I'm not in a hurry anyway. And I'm going hunting this spring/summer. For a special little black larva. I'd very much like to see it sometime.

Maybe I'll draw a bit, later tonight. Maybe I'll use the evening to dwell in my mind and sort through my daydreams and thoughts. Or maybe, I'll just catch up on some of the anime I haven't watched in a while. Decisions , decisions, decisions...

Yo Sugar !

I wish, I had something more interesting to write about. Instead of my every day boring life and fears. But I don't have anything else to write about. So this is it. Today it's a small rant about sugar, exercise and my lack of a life.

This is one unhealthy week. I have had 4 pastries so far and I will have one tomorrow. I'm going to buy candy for the weekend and I've even got some tasty yummy eye candy at hand. I have however, resisted buying candy every time I've been in a grocery store this week. Peachy. :)

I'm doing my situps. Every morning and every night. I'm even in bed by 11:30 or 12 lately. It's small milestones I know. But so far so good, they're working. I'm thinking of starting going for a walk or something every other day too. We want to look peachy this summer in bikinis.

And tomorrow I'm going to call and check up on an education I'm interested in. Ofc, I don't really feel that I can do it or that it's going to go ok. But I know that's just in my own mind. "If you're tired of fighting battles with your self, change your mind." I'll be nervous, for no reason. But I'll try.

Tuesday babbles.

You can learn something new every day. Today I learned how the hdd looks in a laptop and how to change the cd drive. I've also moved all of my stuff into said laptop since my old little baby started to break down yesterday. Moms hubby is working on it as we speak, we'll see if he manages to get it to behave again or not. This baby is about 2 years younger and a lot more stable, he needs a new battery tho so I'm gonna start working on that.

Besides that I'm getting better. My cold is starting to give up and I got 2 whole good nights sleep. I'm planning an escape to go awol for about a week and relax with good company. Looks promising. I've started with my morning/evening sit-ups and... even tho my head says I want candy, I haven't bought anything except on Fridays. Now if I could only get the rest of my life working. I'm sort of getting more and more interested in a new education tho.

We'll see  what happens. Tomorrow I'm thinking of maybe trying to get up when the alarm goes of. To get some creativity working before my mom comes home and we're of to the book sale that starts tomorrow. I won't be able to buy much, but I might have a few coins left somewhere. That anatomy drawing book is looking very tasty right now. And a few other books ofc. But I'll just be happy walking around anyway. Books are my friends.